Wednesday, 23 January 2013

Weigh in day

I have now been watching what I eat and trying to lose weight for 9 months.

Today's weigh in put me in at 71.6 - still losing, but quite slowly of course.

My exercise has been basically non-existent and I've been so tired and unmotivated!

Plus, food is an ongoing battle.  I think if I wasn't doing my paleo challenge, I would have broken some good eating habits already.  I think there comes a time in your weight loss journey that you just accept the fact that you can never go back to junk food unless you want to become fat again.  I'm a food addict, especially junk food.

Doesn't stop me craving it, but there is a difference between a physical craving and a mental craving.  Once all the junk is out of my system by not eating it for a while, its no longer a physical craving, just a mental one.

A physical and mental one is much harder to beat than just a mental one.  Which is why my weight yo-yo's all the time.  I have junk, I want more junk.  I have no junk, I don't want junk.

I was watching The Biggest Loser the other night and the nutritionist on there was saying that junk food is fine - if you don't keep it in the house.  Its fine for special occasions and when you are out - but in your house - keep NOTHING.  Which makes sense to me, and I hope to adapt that when I'm off my paleo diet, if I decide to giving myself treats. 

As it stands now though - I'm not treating myself, because I just want more.  And I don't want to be over 100kg again, eventually I'd like to get down to 65kg, no matter how long it takes me.

Current weight:  71.6kg
Total weight lost:  31.4kg
Weight needed to get to goal: 6.6kg

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